Another State of Mind

This is self provoked.
I hold my breath to let it all fade away.
I leap to another state of mind.
There is no you, there is no me.
This is the obituary to my own ego.
My psyche is not chained to the skin any longer.
A version of mayhem, the sound waves consume me.
Thump, thump, thump, Clunk.
Shatter, shatter, shatter, Slam.
Slam, Thump Shatter, Clang, Rattle, Crack, Scream, Thump.
Physical vision is slight.
But my other dimension's world is clear.
I live in a stop animation movie.
Click, Click, Click, Click.
Things turn south quickly.
Safety and security, I need it now.
I reach for a safety blanket and clutch it closely.
Everything shakes.
EVERYTHING.
The world rushes back to me,
When in reality, I am rushing back to it.
I'm back in my own skin now.
Suddenly it doesn't seem as bad as it could be.
I have a headache now.
But sometimes learning something like this, is worth it.